"Human thoughts are like rooms. Among them are luxurious rooms and shacks saturated. Some are sunny and shady. Some overlook the river and sky, others to the backyard or basement. The words in them resemble things and can be changed from one room to another. The thoughts within us in reality, these rooms within, grouped in palaces or quarters may be other dwellings where one turns out to be only a tenant. Sometimes, especially at night, Find yourselves that the outputs of these rooms are locked and can not abandon them. We are locked in a dungeon and until our dreams release us and leave us out. But dreams are like guests at a wedding, you have to wait. Meanwhile, Queen insomnia. They say that there are two sleepless nights, and two sisters. The pre-sleep and the other, after waking in the night. The first is the mother of lies, the other is the mother of truth.
Since I live alone insomnia haunts me more and more often and I will resist with a method I developed with great eagerness. Everything happens in bed and in my mind. And all, somehow, is related to my profession of interior design expert. First select a household in the city that best serve me for these purposes. Some built with oat straw prevents evil powers of the underworld to rise to the rooms. By placing a house with these features begin to furnish it and fix it every night in my mind. A furniture fill my invention. But I do not fix this house motivated only by the desire to look good. I'm conditioning for a particular person. To JM. And exclusively for the needs of that person. all started well.
During my walks in the afternoon I chose a small palace and I inquired what could be its origin. In the very beginning of the street that goes Kraljevica Marka curved from the docks of the Sava into Zeleni Venac breaking wind. Its façade is full of beautiful cross split windows today are no longer made. (...)
During my sleepless nights instead of counting how many times in my life bought me nice shoes that fit well, I decided to populate and furnish the house Chelovich Luka. I knew this house JM liked and that was decisive for my choice. JM had a deep sense of "zones" with positive energy, as other well. The part between the Cathedral and the river Sava was for her a "zone" undeniably beautiful. There, on the slope down to the Sava smells like autumn winter and spring to winter, and JM considered when entering this area began to take his real name. Just out of the "zone" otherwise called, was someone else. That is, the choice fell on Chelovich Luka family home was in that "zone".
Upon entering the building in my memory as a spell whispered in each of its rooms one of the seventeen letters of the name of JM.
Now I can say that at that time was already well under way, certain preparations of particular kinds. During the time that I saw a noticeable JM daily movements in his arms and delicate hands, his gait and hair, the posture of his neck and beautiful shoulders and thighs, moving her breasts to sit, rotations of the body, the role of its legs curled up on the couch or running around your head stopped to listen, long before the rest of us, the roar of the plane carrying the bombs ... Then I wrote a small "dictionary movements "of JM. For each of them established a sign. It was particularly difficult create signs for their unique dance steps. Always danced alone, never even danced with me, but that dance was the most beautiful in it. In my dictionary had signs similar to those used by Russian ballet experts early last century, such as Nijinsky, to mark their scores. I put in the dictionary for easy location. It was like a catalog of moves, like a secret alphabet. Something similar to the keyboard of the computer from which are controlled jumps, races, swimming or turns adult video game heroes that JM and I used to call "novels without words." To cause such activities invented different types of furniture, because every part of provide other household movement JM: opening a door, pull out a drawer, off the table on the desktop. "
Milorad Pavic," La Cage White Pagoda shaped Tunisia (occurs in the home of Luka Chelovich, Kraljevica Marka street, number 1), "Seven Deadly Sins in , Mexico, Sixth Floor, 2003 . ISBN 9-789685-679114
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