relatively recently lost one of the most special and needed in my life ... time is one of the things that do not cure these ills because she is always one way or another in my life.
remember the last time I saw it with precision is as if my mind had branded the time he was the last, though neither knew it at that time, my first took me goodbye, I remember the clothes they wore, where we were, we did, the laughs, the looks, the conversation, I remember everything ...
In that last conversation face to face, he confessed that he spent the better A moment with, thought he was seeing someone else ... a person of their work, which did nothing to try to get into our group, did not know for sure but had only minor impact to know that something distancing, also told me that as I was going to be out a few days and did not look strong enough to face their moment with A, it would take a few days to go to town, I thought it seemed like a good idea the distance you would see how wrong I was with A ... in those days we talked and became increasingly sure that other person was but he dared not take any steps ... however, swore that all went well, it was all in her mind, had become suspicious, do not respect him ... the point is that she needed him to give the step to go for it or ask to come back and I think she got tired is as expected ... it was no longer turned and left us a great void, I thought gradually overcome until yesterday ... that turned everything to collapse ...
A appeared in the life of "She" of the overnight and turned upside down. A was a completely different person to what we used to know as a couple of "She" ... but she deserved to be as happy as possible ... I have to admit that after that "she" left us the way I see us change for different reasons ... to another time yesterday ... Yesterday A
called us to get a drink ... first I get to where we had stayed at another table was a girl familiar to me but I am very clueless spend a little of the subject ... a little later came the sister of "Ella" with her boyfriend and Oli ... five minutes or so the girl that sounded like something we all received a phone call the phone and he left ... a little while the girl came to the table ... I can not explain very well the time but it was not easy ... I would like to say many things, many more of the I said ... when they appeared embraced and introduced us pretending that we knew when it was that if I found the less a real bitch ... and that is that things can be done in many ways ... I understand that to remake his life, I understand that if you want remain part of our make us partakers of his but pussy little by little ... it all happened so suddenly ... it seemed I was seeing a "She" look at me and tell me you see, as things were not mine? ... I stayed still could not move, everything was fast and slow at the same time ... I wanted to mourn, cry, could hardly breathe ... their stories did not coincide in time, do not fit at all and I thought a surreal story ... but ... and I could not get up, grab the arm of his sister and we left not before approaching forbid us
anymore ... I do not know if I did right or wrong ... I never liked the deceptions and lies this guy ... I have not slept all night ... and today I feel like that day in March ... I do not like this feeling ... I feel like a real shit
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