'm sad ... very sad ... maybe all the time to influence me makes me stupid, that Oli had to go on tour, starting to pack things in the office and explain that ... I do not want to give it to ... hormones ... that I, the point is that I look and I admit ... I do not see reflected in the mirrors or crystals ... I have sadness in their eyes and those you know me ... I'm not really notice much less weepy in public but the first time today at work I had to go to mourn bitterly to the bathroom ... and it happened to me about everything and nothing ...
It was my third sleepless night, spinning around and around in a huge bed, to speak up at 3 am because there is no one to bother, I acknowledge that I have smoked a cigarette just got smoked and I feel really bad but I could not resist ...
my wonderful to begin yesterday a friendly older gentleman pulled me coffee while trying to cut up to put it on the table and last but not least a glass of water too, above and ask me if I have stained? ... would be a pity so pretty blouse is mánchese ... I do not know if you see it but my white shirt was completely not-white to brown and transparent ... go to bingo no one has the slightest regard for the work done ... I had to do, redo, redo, to redo and redo multiple documents therefore took all day with the same ... talking 200 times with the same people who jump to the bullfighter deadlines that will put ... I hate clubs and I know because I have consistently turkey organized by the macro-club of the world calling and bullet-mails all fucking day for No. 1, No. 2, No. 3, No. 4, No. 5, No. 6 and myself we fill the club from hell worth 10 each and it is obvious that they deliver ... and fill it and pay me ... I'll see the 60 € when they are of the very gains that so that they are not loose and the lame I loose money tree I have here right next to me the notes of 50 and 10 as if it did not cost ... to stay alive in the dictatorship music ... just listen to my partner Callo Top 40 ... all day 5 days a week, I think as I heard again the damn Tow Run-run Bisbal or Alejandro Sanz or sets fire to the office and who Forewarned is forearmed ... the food has not been much better ... my compis love a restaurant with semidiseño "I usually never fatal hit with the menu ... always ask me what is worse ... but yesterday ... I yesterday was very heavy ... I promise you that I had requested were rolls of veal stuffed with mushrooms and what I have brought were two small penises with red sauce over without further comment ... ... I promise the issues was ... indescribable ... although I know that some people eat them today I've been unable ... I continued taking notes and making personal efforts to right and left with it that "I am very discreet" for anything and everything I do here the other day ... printed payroll but let me in between a notebook ... when I returned he was not at the office ... not everybody has access, and therefore I have no proof but I think it was not for street now throw a tagline every time I speak none other than "do not complain what you carry in your salary" ... I do not want to argue with her I'm going, it stays and stays and my compilation is why I do not create problems for the last ... I'm mulling over the story and I refuse to believe that people are so manipulative for months we have been manipulated, we have used as intermediaries with the family of "She" on the floor, compared to money on their stuff and we have always defended now I feel used and stupid and that if I create an infinite sadness because I feel like I've failed and I failed his family, now awakened to my worst .. . and I hate this feeling because I am not so complicated ... that's all ... or complicated I see ...
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